Going through life as if in a trance, only to be launched into the stratosphere and given years of supernatural experiences that demonstratively proved reality is a complete illusion, and then to be let back down as if on a feather with a new expanded level of awareness, is complex.
This is what I often refer to as my “spiritual awakening” and, even though I use the term “spiritual”, I must emphasize that it was not born out of any religious practices, studies, or beliefs. In fact, the supernatural and metaphysical quality of my awakening shattered any and all of my prior held belief systems.
My wife was a witness to each and every single one of these experiences, and they were quite substantial. My life was turned upside down by them. For 35 years, I had well established that I was a human being who went by the name “Patrick Herbert”. This label, or rather this experience labeled “Patrick Herbert”, had a house and a career, dogs and cats. This was all blown to pieces within a relatively short period of time.
Now, I have a new understanding of what reality is coupled with a new life trajectory. This is why you see me here, with this blog, seemingly going against the grain on nearly every mainstream topic.
The unfortunate consequence of this is that it doesn’t make me the most popular guy at a party. In fact, seldom am I invited. People relish their collective understanding of “current events” and I will be the first to stand on a table and insist that everybody is being lied to.
I have friends and acquaintances but certainly more acquaintances than friends. I tend to talk/write/text a lot and the majority of what I communicate is in an earnest attempt to get people to snap out of their trance and open their eyes, if only a little. This, I am sure, is irritating to some though I must admit some are better than others when it comes to tolerating this. Why do they tolerate it? I don’t know. Maybe something inside of them is encouraging them to listen.
For me personally, I don’t have any particular reason to just “shoot the shit” as it is called. I didn’t go through my supernatural awakening so that I can settle back into life and just be another statistic of the consequences of mainstream life, no matter what that statistic may represent.
It has also been incredibly hard for me to go back to “life as normal” when I know absolutely that “life as normal” is an illusion. It doesn’t matter anyway, for every time I have tried to resume a “normal life” I am quickly, and dramatically, put back on the path I am on right now: sitting here, typing to an unseen audience that I very much appreciate and love. Why do I love you? Because you are reading this. I still love you even if you are not.
My experiences put me in a rather small percentile of those who have been through similar experiences, such David Icke and Tom Minderle. I have also had similar experiences, most notably with regards to visions, as Edgar Cayce. The experiences that I had, that my wife shared with me, were so mind-bogglingly unreal that talking about them to those who haven’t been through anything similar is sometimes seemingly pointless. You get empty stares, confused looks, laughed at, and sometimes unfairly judged. It is human nature, I suppose. You get used to it.
I take solace in the fact that David Icke had it far worse. He was a celebrity and was quite known around the time that he was humiliated, quite purposefully, on Wogan. I cannot even pretend to understand what that was like, including the public mockery that followed him every time he was out, even if only on a stroll. David didn’t quit then, and after everything that has happened to him recently, including being censored and de-platformed, he hasn’t quit yet. That is inspiring. I love David. I hope to someday tell him in person just how much of an inspiration he is to me.
I know what I have to do, though sometimes I am not exactly sure just how to do it. I have to navigate many complexities. The world is a place where people are programmatically polarized in every aspect of their lives via an application of divide and rule. It is no fault of their own, really. When it comes to reaching all elements of the human race, I have to navigate through collective likes and dislikes, which can be segmented demographically. I have to chart a course through extremely volatile political perspectives. I have to engage the audience in a way that unites them along commonalities. I have to explain to people, without triggering a negative reaction, that there is a certain special privileged group that is purposefully tormenting humanity, and explain that even they have masters. As the saying goes, there is always a bigger fish, and the rabbit hole is very deep.
So why am I writing this? Partly out of frustration and partly out of a desire to connect to my readers in a more personable way. I know that some of you can see me in my videos, and read my words here, but I wish I could see you and connect with you. Never hesitate to reach out to me, if you are willing. I will always reply. Beware giving me your phone number, though, as you might get a billion and one text messages of any and all things concerning the global conspiracy at any and all times of the day (or night). I tend to enjoy communicating on a one-to-one level, and I have a genuine love and respect for all people, no matter their identity, politics, or subconscious programming.
My entire reason for being, and my entire reason for everything that I do, is all about YOU anyway.
Oh, before I go, I just wanted to thank my friend James. No matter how crazy I get, James is always right there with me.